Sunday, August 16, 2009

``_____.*so many problems cans....#

omg-ness...so many things has happened...and i'm so tired(okkaes, nothing happened to me! They happened to people around me.)...

i still have got so many things to do, I do not know how long more can i take it for them...i feel like i can break down anytime too?

i hope i can at least be strong for them and then breakdown later for my own matter. after all, everything's the same...

omg-ness, i'm back with that STM thing again. i can even forget to take back the ATM card after deposit-ting the monies...wtf...

i guess i really need a break.

Well, yesterday went for prac, omg-ness nohs. Like i've said so many times, i do not know how to park. I went in circuit and i was like a complete idiot there. My parking all anyhow turn de...zzz...Instructor tell me the things, i do not even understand...he just tell me to turn, he also never tell me, why must turn. what's worst, he speaks chinese, and i freaking hell do not understand`!! In the whole circuit, i let Instructor scold till nothing left cans`! i totally got demoralized...before going in to the circuit while we were on the road, i already know that i cannot do parking le...and just like i thought, i really failed at parking...i heart sank when i knew i'm a sure fail thing...

and this morning, again, i went for prac and i got the parking quite right this time...but, my confident level totally drop...on the road, it was like the whole road is being owned by me...but in circuit...i'm smaller than the ikan billis`!

11:26 PM Z